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Sunday in Hana, Maui

Learning the Lord’s Prayer in Hawaiian may now be on my to-do list. I have picked up French and Italian “Our Father” phrases through the years, but Hawaiian is particularly foreign to my western ear. Even so, the prayer song this morning in Hana’s St. Mary’s Church was lilting and lovely and I think God smiled upon our efforts. 

On our way to St. Mary’s, we passed the Wananalua Church, the historic Congregational Church which is featured in my novel, Hana-lani (Nani-lei’s church with the big white cross), and continued the half block to the historic Catholic Church. St. Mary’s is a white church, inside and out. It’s whiteness is like entering a soft cloud, airy and arched, and its curved windows along the side aisles open onto a sea of green grass. At the door we were greeted warmly with leis of vines and leaves and wide smiles and kisses on the cheek. We found seats in a pew. Others came in, some greeting friends and family, some looking about for the first time, wondering at the airy interior, visitors like us.

The Mass danced through the white space. Hawaiian phrases sailed alongside English as though the temperate breezes blowing through the windows winged and paired them as they flew to the high altar. I felt as though I too had been borne up high on the “wings of a prayer” to a holy aerie. Yet, I knew that we the people anchored the pews as all around and above angels dived and soared in their airy dance.

It was a good thing to worship together here in Hana once more, and again I sensed the Body of Christ united before God’s altar, partaking of God himself, allowing God to weave through each of us as we stood in song or knelt in prayer. The hymns weren’t our classic Anglo-Catholic hymns from our home parish, but the beat was easy and the words profound, and as I found myself tapping my toe lightly on the hardwood floor, I sensed that we the people were pulled into the experience of worship itself. This is a good thing and not to be considered lightly – to be pulled into prayer and praise, singing together with one voice to God our creator. And it is not a good thing, I think, to be pushed away from joining in worship, to be watching as spectators, as sometimes happens in evangelical or even high liturgical productions, silencing the voices of the people in the pews. 

The Mass, the great prayer given to us by Christ, is meant to be a sacred shared supper, one that never loses sight of God’s presence in the bread and wine, always points to whom we worship with every fiber of our being, every intention of our soul. When we cross the threshold of a church, we step into the home of God and the home of his people. We become one in him and through him one with each other. We are in this place, this sacred space, to worship God, and to receive him into our hearts and bodies. We are God’s family, his dear children.

Hana, Maui is a small gentle town sloping to the sea. The green flanks of Haleakala rise to the west and the blue waters undulate to the east. The sun appears early, erupting from the curved horizon separating sea and sky, traveling up and turning slate to silver to deep sapphire. The trade winds soften the burning sun and the sky is an ever-changing drama of cloud formations.

And near the center of town, where Hasegawa’s General Store offers snacks and tackle and the Post Office connects with the rest of the world, a white church stands in the grass, with its doors open and welcoming. “Come on in,” the church says. “We love you.”

So we did just that this Sunday morning in Hana town, and I’m so glad we did.

Palm Sunday

This week I completed the first draft of a reprint of  The Life of Raymond Raynes by Nicholas Mosley. I have been immersed in Father Raynes’s love and Father Raynes’s suffering, as he allowed God to work through his life to feed others with God himself, to help others know God.

He lived this life until he died a painful death at the age of fifty-five and entered the gates of his new life, his Jerusalem.

Raymond Raynes was a tall thin man, increasingly gaunt in his last years, a monk who ate little and slept little, but who loved a great deal, loved through his prayers and his time spent caring for others. He changed lives in the countryside of England and in the slums of South Africa, and he changed lives in Denver, Dallas, and San Francisco when he came to speak on his American missions. He wanted to stir up the Church, to wake up the Body of Christ. Why? So that they could see and know God.

Today, Palm Sunday, we re-member Jesus’ entry into Jerusalem. He rides a lowly donkey, yet the people greet him as a king. Hosanna, they cry. Hosanna to the Son of David. Jesus will be their new king, they think. They learn differently in the following week. We tell this story, act it out even as we process, holding our palm fronds, around the nave and sing, All glory laud and honor… By telling the story we draw closer so that we may know God better.

It is a dramatic moment when the Lord of All Creation so humbly enters this city of man. Born in a stable to humble parents, Jesus of Nazareth lived among a persecuted people, a poor people. After his time in the desert, after his baptism by John, he gathered his followers and spoke the truth to the crowds. Often the truth was too harsh and they fled, and often the truth today is too harsh, and we flee. But, as our preacher said this morning, those who knew him stayed, and those who know him today, stay too. When he said that we must eat his body and drink his blood, many left. Just so, many leave today. But those who knew him recognized him as the Messiah, the long awaited one, the Lord of All Creation. Those who know him today, those who worship faithfully with sacrament and scripture week after week – those folks understand who he is, the long promised savior.

I have an icon on my wall that shows this scene at the gates of Jerusalem. The colors are vivid – golds and greens and reds. We re-member and re-fashion, re-creating the true glory of this humble scene, this moment in history. Our preacher today spoke of those palm branches. He said that in this arid land only the rich would have palm trees. The palm branch, with its green fronds, meant water was near. So it is particularly poignant and meaningful that children waved their branches of life-giving water and royal privilege, before this humble man riding on a donkey.

In church, as I gazed upon the purple-draped chancel – so much purple! – the giant green palm branches that rose twenty plus feet on either side of the altar filled me with joy, the hope of Easter. They arced gently, nearly reaching the purple cloths over the crucifix. They said, soon, soon, it will be finished. Soon, soon, all will be renewed, reborn. Soon, soon, we shall be resurrected.

How do I know this? Because I have tried to be faithful in Sacrament and Scripture. I have worshiped regularly, have received the Body and Blood into my own body. I have listened to the sermons and the lessons that help me know God. I have listened for God’s voice in prayer. There is no magic involved in any of this. No luck. Maybe some grace and a little blessing and some angels urging me along the way. But through simple faithfulness we can know him. There is no other way. There are no shortcuts.

My novel, The Magdalene Mystery, is to be released in mid-May. It is the story of a quest to find the real Mary Magdalene, the woman who was the first to see the resurrected Christ. She came to the tomb out of faithfulness, doing what needed to be done. She didn’t expect to find the stone rolled away or the the man she thought was the gardener speak to her. But when he called her name, Mary, she knew him. Because she was faithful.

Father Raynes was faithful, and he taught us how to be faithful, how to know God. Like Christ Jesus, he tells the truth and not everyone wants to hear it. Some of his demands are difficult, some are inconvenient. But truth is the only way to life. As part of the Body of Christ, the Church, I shall be ever grateful for his stirring up, for his call to be faithful.  For in being faithful, we know God, and in knowing God, we live.

Spring Cleaning

As these Lenten days lengthen and more light pours through my windows, banishing the darkness of night, I consider spring cleaning.

Lent is a time of cleaning out the cobwebs and dust of our souls. It is a time to open the windows to let in the light, but to make sure the windows are clean first. Then, when the light enlightens the rooms of our hearts and minds, we shall see those rooms clearly.

So I consider my envies, prides, gluttonies, truth-telling. Have I been snide, uncaring, thoughtless? Have I been absorbed by my own little wants and cares and needs? Have I forgotten someone who needs my love, ignored the lonely, rushed past the quiet ones not always seen? We call this scrutiny self-examination, and when we admit to what we see and we promise to do better, we name it confession and repentance.

Lent reminds us, pulls us to see, shines a spotlight on our hearts.

I try to do a little soul cleaning each night, but I’m afraid, truth be told, my cleaning out is more once a week, and sometimes not that. There – that’s one confession and promise to amend, my lack of examination. It is good to go to a priest for sacramental confession, but the daily intimate ones in the evening at the end of the day are valuable habits, a time alone with my Creator. And daily examination keeps the windows sparkling clean (or helps, anyway), allowing even more light inside.

Today’s Gospel was a cleaning-out account. Our Lord explains that casting out demons isn’t enough, for they will happily return in even greater numbers. He is talking about what happens with a vacuum, when something is emptied. We empty ourselves of the sins that dirty our sight, for windows are for looking out of as well bring light in, but what happens then? Our Lord says that he who is not with me is against me; he that gathers not with me, scatters; a house divided cannot stand. Famous words, important words, life-changing, life-fulfilling words.

So we need to empty, but also to be filled, full-filled, and the filling up is just as crucial to our sight as the emptying. The dirty window metaphor ends here, as all metaphors must end, having their limitations. But now what do we see, and what do we do to protect our hearts from invasion once again? We fill our hearts and minds and souls with God.

Our soul-house full of God, we enter time renewed, reborn, protected by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Not a bad result, I think. But how do we do this? How do we fill ourselves with God? Our preacher explained today we are fed, filled, by Holy Scripture, given to us by the Church, the Body of Christ. We are fed, filled, by Christ himself in the Holy Eucharist. We are fed, filled, by regular worship and daily prayer life.

All this has been given to us. All this – this festival of God – is here for the taking, for the sweet sweet joy of it.

This morning, for not the first time, I was swept on a tide of joy as I knelt in the pew with my parish family and joined in the Post-Communion hymn. My heart was filled with gratitude for the Church, this Body of Christ, that this richness, this God-life had been given to me. The hymn we sang was a familiar tune, that old altar-call Billy Graham often used:

Just as I am without one plea, But that thy blood was shed for me,
And that thou bidd’st me come to thee, O Lamb of God, I come, I come.

Just as I am, though tossed about With many’s conflict, many a doubt;
Fightings and fears within, without, O Lamb of God, I come, I come.

Just as I am, poor, wretched, blind; Sight, riches, healing of the mind,
Yea, all I need, in thee to find, O Lamb of God, I come, I come.

Just as I am: thou wilt receive; Wilt welcome, pardon, cleanse,relieve,
Because thy promise I believe, O Lamb of God, I come.

Just as I am, thy love unknown Has broken every barrier down;
Now to be thine, yea, thine along, O Lamb of God, I come.

Just as I am, of thy great love The breadth, length, depth, and height to prove,
Here for a season, then above: O Lamb of God, I come.

 (Charlotte Elliott, 1836)

These words remind me as I write this that only God can truly clean us out, cast out those demons, take us just as we are, when we open the windows of our souls. But we must come.

These words also remind me that God does this through his incarnation, through becoming the Lamb of God, replacing the old sacrificial lamb of Israel, becoming the new covenant, slain, to redeem us all.

And so as these Lenten days lengthen we look to Easter, to Resurrection Day, and to the glory of that piercing, revealing, morning light.